Just had a terrible dream last night, and I don’t wanna say it out loud, cos I’m so afraid when I said it, it’ll become true, just keep prayin’ it’ll never happened, and just now, I want to hug you so bad Dad, it was a terrible dream…. Hope won’t happen, u know, I realized I cried in the middle of the dream, but, I don’t know if it’s true or not. But I can feel it, the tears come out from my blurry eyes, when I woke up, I’m praying to God, to not let that happen… in that dream I hug you so hard Dad, I never hug you like that.. that’s just not me..lol.. but, after that nightmare, I knew, how precious family is… when in Beijing, I almost forgot, what a wonderful family I have.. thank you God.. I’ve got the best family in the world~ love ‘em . ♥