我可能不会爱你
What I love bout this Taiwan drama is 他们不夸张，不假装，很自然，还有跟我们生活的现实是一样的。真的是一部很好很好的电视剧，拍得也很棒，不想一般的电视剧，它有自己的特点，很佩服电影导演。也很佩服林依晨的表演，她在这里很漂亮！还有陈伯林的酒窝，好可爱！超喜欢这部电视剧！♥
FEEL BLESSED :D
Have You Ever
Well, This is frightening me, after I watched “Troy”, I feel afraid… afraid of death, and I’m starting wondering, my life.. is it real?? I feel like there’s always another dimension that I’m willing for, u know what I mean? It’s like the life that I owned now, feels like it’s not real, and I feel extremely afraid, that in my heart feels numb about this life, doubt about the my presence in this world, it really really freaks me out. Well, and I calmed down like 2mins thinking bout it. And I remember that I’m not lost at all, I have faith. My faith is You God. I Have a principle that I’ve known for my whole life, and that I’ll thank you my mom for that. She introduce me to You. I feel blessed. All of sudden my fear is gone. Well, I know my feeling in the beginning cannot be explain with words, but it does FREAK me out…. I feel not real.. so, have you ever feel the same feeling like me? If you have, then just remember you have the greatest God ever, that you walk in the right way, and just believe on Him! <3
A Chat with God
Me: Called you? No, who is this? God: This is GOD. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will chat. Me: I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy now. I am in the midst of something. God: What are you busy at? Ants are busy too. Me: Don't know. But I can't find free time. Life has become hectic. It's rush hour all the time. God: Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you results. Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it. Me: I understand. But I still can't figure out. By the way, I was not expecting YOU to buzz me on instant messaging chat. God: Well I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving you some clarity. In this net era, I wanted to reach you through the medium you are comfortable with. Me: Tell me, why has life become complicated now? God: Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated. Me: Why are we then constantly unhappy? God: Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday. You are worrying because you are analyzing. Worrying has become your habit. That's why you are not happy. Me: But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty? God: Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional. Me: But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty. God: Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional. Me: If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer? God: Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people go through trials, but don't suffer. With that experience their life becomes better not bitter. Me: You mean to say such experience is useful? God: Yes. In every term, Experience is a hard teacher. She gives the test first and the lessons afterwards. Me: But still, why should we go through such tests? Why can't we be free from problems? God: Problems are Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial Lessons to Enhance Mental Strength. Inner strength comes from struggle and endurance, not when you are free from problems. Me: Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don't know where we are heading. God: If you look outside you will not know where you are heading. Look inside. Looking outside, you dream. Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight. Me: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in the right direction. What should I do? God: Success is a measure as decided by others. Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing you rode ahead. You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock. Me: In tough times, how do you stay motivated? God: Always look at how far you have come rather than how far you have to go. Always count your blessing, not what you are missing. Me: What surprises you about people? God: When they suffer they ask, "why me?" When they prosper, they never ask "Why me". Everyone wishes to have truth on their side, but few want to be on the side of the truth. Me: Sometimes I ask, who am I, why am I here. I can't get the answer. God: Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be. Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here. Create it. Life is not a process of discovery but a process of creation. Me: How can I get the best out of life? God: Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear. Me: One last question. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered. God: There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer is NO. Me: Thank you for this wonderful chat. I am so happy to start the day with a new sense of inspiration. God: Well, Keep the faith and drop the fear. Don't believe your doubts and doubt your beliefs. Life is a mystery to solve not a problem to resolve. Trust me. Life is wonderful if you know how to live. Best wishes for a good day. <3
to my peach
I want to hug you
I want to play ur face, ur eyes, ur nose, ur mouth :)
I want u by my side
I want to sweep ur hair
I want to hold ur hand
I want to feel u everytime
I want u to be mine
I
Want
U
♥~ ♥
changes
- think twice before talk
- less talk do more
- not scolding to parents
- really serious studying my major
- not too addicted to internet
- learn how to say no
- not being influence by drama (either it's korea or english)
- think twice before spending money
- not too happy about happy things happened (sounds weird huh?)
NIGHTMARE
Just had a terrible dream last night, and I don’t wanna say it out loud, cos I’m so afraid when I said it, it’ll become true, just keep prayin’ it’ll never happened, and just now, I want to hug you so bad Dad, it was a terrible dream…. Hope won’t happen, u know, I realized I cried in the middle of the dream, but, I don’t know if it’s true or not. But I can feel it, the tears come out from my blurry eyes, when I woke up, I’m praying to God, to not let that happen… in that dream I hug you so hard Dad, I never hug you like that.. that’s just not me..lol.. but, after that nightmare, I knew, how precious family is… when in Beijing, I almost forgot, what a wonderful family I have.. thank you God.. I’ve got the best family in the world~ love ‘em . ♥
My Neighbour is a Psychopath!!
Okay, I know it was my fault, but it’s going crazier than ever, at first, I’m so glad she didn’t knock at me at all, till yesterday, she was soo damn crazy! she knock the wall with chair! OMG! Chair! I can hear it! I might be overloud, but, she can knock it slowly, or hard, but, she knocked it with chair! Okay, u might not understand what I want to say rite here, so here’s the thing.
Yesterday night, I have a conference call, with 2 of my friend, jtu, and jess, we talked a long time, it started from 12pm, and, we all right till, 1 o’clock, I can hear, she turned a loud music, and what the hell is the music? It’s like an india’s song or sth like that, believe me, it was an awful song! What kind taste of music she has??? Well, she didn’t knock the wall yet, soo, I still talked, u know, the wall between our room is soo thin, I think, it was made by wood?? Cos, I can hear clearly the music, and , I think she can clearly hear my voices. Niway, she turning off the music, and start knocking, well, I still talked, but I lower my sound, and she began knocking with chair! DAMN! It’s scared me as hell! It was 1:14AM!! I remember it! Even my friends can hear it from skype! OW MY GOD! I’m so scared! Cos, I’m alone, and no one’s here, and it was 1 in the morning! She’s just crazy rite? I mean, I knew I’m awful too, but, don’t u have any way too knock?? I mean not with the chair???? U sound like a psychopath bitch, just crazy as hell! I mean, u could, give my room a call, or knock my door, I would appreciate that than THIS! This is crazy! I’m gonna be crazy! I mean, u behave good in the beginning, just so disappointed, u do it like this, it’s driving me crazy, and I hate u, at first, I want to apology to u, for my loudness when I have the chance, cos, u behave mature, not knocking on my wall, and I think, u alr appreciate my privacy, to behave what I want in my own room, without u ruining, the moments, okay, I’m starting to rumbling here, I don’t even know what I meant… ughh,,, this driving me crazy,, I cannot believe u don’t change the room.. I mean, I’m trying to get rid of you by the end of last semester, I was so loud, played my music loud, talked a lot, I’d think u would change ur room, but u’re NOT! U know, u torturing me as hell! now, u’re in my grade, and, I knew some of ur friend, everyday we met in the class, and, it tortured me, when I got on the elevator, when I got to the elevator with you, ughh, u know what, just forget it… trying to forgive you here, cos Jesus tell me so… this must be hard…. -_____-