Now, I feel like I don’t wanna rush to get a boyfriend, cos, I think it’s not a problem dat I have to worry about for now, it’s just the matter of time to find someone special in ur life, I just don’t wanna makes mistake to be with the wrong person, well, yeah, I admit, now, I have a great crush with this person, man, it was like dying to see him, dying to make a conversation with him, dying to get close to him, what am I gonna do? It’s suppose not to be like that…. Today I hear him sang this song “you are my everything – 정하윤” before, I don’t really like this song, but after he sings it, I set a replay to this song, again and again, man… seeing you everyday makes me wanna die… I’m not suppose to fall for you, I don’t want to, trust me, this feeling going crazy, everyday I look at you, you sit in front, just looking at you, can’t concentrate to class, I’m going crazy, I wanna get over you,,, time is the answer, I knew it, I wanna be friends with you, but, it was so hard too, we barely even had a chance to speak to each other… just gonna get over you will i? it feel sooo wrong… you are so beautiful right there…. I MUST get over you, focus on my study…

Ahh! Btw, I’m liking Korean now, yeaa, I know, all of sudden, cos of Secret Garden, some kind of Korean drama, and it was SOOO good! U guys must watch it! It turns me to the old me, that like asian drama, Korean, japan, and Taiwan. But now it was just Korean, cos I still got a lot catching up to do, although I’m changing my liking, doesn’t mean I leave American for good, I still watch gossip girl! And it’s going better, DanBlair, what else can top this surprise?? They’re soo sweet together, although I prefer ChuckBlair, but whatever, life is unpredictable, yeaa… like that person… didn’t see it was coming, like this… can’t believe it right? Hahhahah~ oh mann…. I must get a distraction from u, but what? Okay, I have to convince myself not to fall deeper to u, I think, really time is the answer, and a distraction, God please gimme the answer…… it’s not suppose to be like this right?? Really cannot see this happen… this feeling, I hope it’ll go by time…

Oh! And these are gorgeous pics!!! Gotta LOVE it!